Chapter 851
The wind on the rooftop was getting stronger.
Worried about the kids getting sick, Lydia burned the last candle stick and then headed back to the ward.
The two little ones had cried out of fear earlier and were now fast asleep on the bed
When Jason was still alive, he pampered Lydia so much that she basically lived a worry free life.
But now without any servants around, she had to grit her teeth and get on with things, even if she didn’t know how to
After laboriously changing the kids clothes and cleaning their bodies. Lydia was so tired her hands were trembling
And on top of all that she clumsily stepped on her sons backpack, slipped and fell straight to the ground, with pain shooting through all her limbs. Lydia’s grievances finally overflowed
She covered her eyes with her arm and began to cry silently.
She felt so stupid, she couldn’t do anything right without Jason, and she even took a nasty tumble
A total no good!
Just then, her temporary phone from Gabriella started buzzing.
She struggled to sit up and grab the phone.
The only person who could be calling this number was Gabriella
“Gabriella, you’re still up?” Lydia tried to make her voice sound normal.
But Rosalynn on the other end of the line could hear her crying, “What happened?”
“N nothing. I just took a fall” Lydia couldn’t stop the tears from falling as she spoke, “Gabriella, I’m such a loser. I can’t even change my kids clothes or
boil hot water
“Auntie, just hang in there a bit longer. You’ll have servants when we get back to H Country, Rosalynn comforted her gently.
1 dont need help, I… Lydia tugged at her own hair.
If she could, she would rather be dirt poor. She could take care of her husband and kids on her own without any servants. What she needed was Jason, her lover!
1 understand how you’re feeling right now I’m in agony too with grandma’s fate hanging in the balance, Rosalynn said softly. But you’re doing great. Grandma always used to say that Uncle loved you and pampered you even after 20 years of marriage. To be honest, I never imagined you would escape from there. I thought with your timid and weak character, you would end up being Mr. and Mrs. Latham’s puppet. But you didn’t, you bravely brought your kids to be with me‘
Lydia cried even harder.
of Uncle was still here, he would sincerely praise you” Rosalynn said.
He definitely would!” Lydia said.
Even if she just fried an egg well, he would praise her for ages.
“So, don’t blame yourself, Rosalynn continued, “Your kids will imitate you. If you’re positive and optimistic, they will follow your lead. Otherwise, they will also learn your negativity and complaints.”
Lydia was shocked
She had been so wrapped up in her misery these past few days, that she hadn’t even considered this.
Looking at her sons sound asleep on the bed, she suddenly saw the light.
1 understand now, Gabriella. Thank you. If you need help, just let me know!” she paused. Though I don’t know what I could possibly do.”
If you don’t know what to do, then do nothing. Go take a hot bath, put on some comfortable pajamas and get a good night’s sleep. Maybe when you wake up, you’ll know what you can do Rosalynn said.
“Okay” Lydia said
After hanging up, Lydia felt much better.
She wiped her tears and thought about how Jason used to praise her, then picked up her son’s backpack and the scattered items on the floor to tidy up. Even though her spirit was high, she was still all over the place.
She just put the backpack on the table, turned around, and it fell right off.
She hurriedly went to pick it up
But the bag was upside down, and everything inside spilled out all over the floor.
Her mood, which had just recovered, plummeted once again
